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My life is changing Right before my eyes Nothing could ruin this Brand new element of surprise.
My mind is racing
Emotions swirling and spinning Afraid to make the next move My patients is thinning.
The responsibility consumed me When I received her call Before and after school It was altogether different last fall.
Now there is a meaning Every week busier than the last It won't be long from now When this moment has past.
I have come so far Today it feels right The journey is

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ExoticaI fall asleep next to her Laying wide awake as she slumbers Holding her in my arms, I learn The concept of time and space fades away As if they never really existed They are but a lie to decieve us To weaken our emotions
If only she could sense my thoughts My desparation pushes her away As my faith draws us closer I can't let go of something I've never held But there is nothing to stop me From holding on to what I've never had to let go
It's like a sweet sympathy With no apologies Where my thoughts consume me And I surrender once more Exotica
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Guardian AngelThis is my dream. Or is it my reality? Either way,
Not many words in English, Nor Polish Can describe this feeling Of absolute peace and serenity.
I no longer feel undeserving;
Only perfection. For you have handed me back my heart And along with it so much more.
I believed I was lost, But fate was pointing me In the right direction From the very beginning.
I am in heaven. Goodbye cruel world. I now see things more clearly, And in a completely different light.
You are my guardian angel.
Ye Guardian Angel
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The Next OpportunityCorruption was when we first kissed Deception is the moment they promised me They would be here To make up for all that we missed
Time passed and nothing changed They treated me like a king Pulled me to the top Pushed me down and completely rearranged
I have a clear vision of how Things can only get better I will live to my potential That future starts now
Twice loved only to be rejected I cannot be broken Every experience is worth My fate which will be reflected
Its ties cannot be broken The only promise kept &nbs The Next Opportunity
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Fifty OneThis was the assignment Xavier Johnson had been looking forward to. Florida had always been one of his favorite travel destinations, however this was no ordinary walk on the beach. He was in search of answers that could only be provided by Cape Kennedy intelligence. His anxiety increased as he approached the gates. He fumbled around his pockets searching for his pass card. The journalist drove up into the parking complex at exactly 12:45 pm.
Xavier stepped out of his ’95 Buick Regal and slammed the door behind him. Just as he reached the elevators, a tall man with a dark complexion casually walked up. “Hey, how are you?” th Fifty One
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Current Residence: Michigan
Interests: poetry, music, friends, cars, nudism, video games
Favourite movie: 2 Fast 2 Furious; Dead Poet's Society
Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, Seether, Three Days Grace, Unrequited
Favourite genre of music: alternative mostly and nearly anything else
Favourite poet or writer: Heather Chapman (iamsplee)
Favourite photographer: Steve-o-mac
Favourite style of art: planetscapes
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Favourite game: Need for Speed: Underground 2
Favourite gaming platform: PS2 and PC
Favourite cartoon character: Stan from South Park
Personal Quote: "Experience is the hardest method of learning. It gives you the test first and then the lesson.
Tools of the Trade: Photoshop 7, Microsoft Word, Kodak EZ200 digital camera

Website: http://www.youthnaturally.net
Email: bendy698@sbcglobal.net
AIM: BeNdY698
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~soph Sep 24, 2003, 4:21:25 AM

Hey! that's really weird.. My fav. band is incubus and i used to have that spiderman picture as my wall paper.. freaky

~soph Sep 24, 2003, 4:21:22 AM

Hey! that's really weird.. My fav. band is incubus and i used to have that spiderman picture as my wall paper.. freaky

~beth004 Jun 5, 2003, 8:45:35 AM

Wow.... I'm flattered! I'm up there with the outsanding poets... And I had no idea!! Your sucha sweetie!! Hug

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"The weaker beings kill themselves off before anyone else gets a chance." -Me

~petitemarde May 2, 2003, 12:33:04 AM

Hey there, just wanted to stop by and see how things are going for you. Thanks for commenting and generally being a cool devious buddy. :) (Smile)

see ya 'round
~Lauren

$spyed Apr 10, 2003, 2:15:25 AM

Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

Fella

spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
Ninja

I know. That's why it's going to work.

Do not try and bend the spoon ...

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~petitemarde Feb 21, 2003, 10:40:00 AM

Hey Josh, I just wanted to stop by and thank you for having me on your deviant watch and for your continued support, I really do look forward to and appreciate all your comments Hug

Thanks again and good luck with all your artistic ventures in writing :) (Smile)

~Lauren

~hazeleyedpanda Jan 6, 2003, 6:21:59 AM

Hey there! Im so glad you liked 'kill them too' woo! thanks for the fave! you rawk :D (Big Grin)

~mazuko Dec 28, 2002, 10:22:09 PM

Thank's for the comment on "Peppermint Dreams" it is much appreciated!

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